Writing this may well be the hardest thing i have done in some time. I have tried to write this several times now and could not get through it. Most of the tears have stopped now, and I must say goodbye to a good friend. Earlier this week i got very sad news that Fabian aka FistScorpio82hh, passed away at the young age of 26. A very very tragic, sudden loss of a very sweet person and good friend, whom will be missed terribly. When i was told of Fab's passing, i was completely shocked. Even though it was the middle of the night in Europe, I called him, hoping to hear a just woken, pissed off voice on the line.... I was actually getting ready to write a blog about my trip to Berlin, which would have included much about him, the videos we made, etc. I decided to write that blog excluding him, cos i wanted to write a separate one as a tribute to my friend after i 
gathered my thoughts, and myself a bit.Fab and I met several years ago. We chatted a lots online, and when i was going to Berlin, he hopped on a train from Hamburg to meet me there for a few days. We hit it off right away, and became fast friends. We stayed in touch, and all the times after that when i would come to Bln we would connect. Fab was an stunningly beautiful, sexy, and super sweet, with a quiet sincerity about him. The sex with him was absolutely ffantastic from the start, but we also discovered a very nice connected friendship. Fab was also very smart and had extremely quick wit, always able to make me laugh, or draw me into a conversation about this or that. We seem to have the strangest conversations, whether during breaks or at the perverts party, where with all the sex and debauchery around us, we had a in depth conversation about the good and bad of Apple, and politics. Fab was truly one of a kind.I have chatted with many people in the past few days.... some that knew him personally and some did not, and some have speculated about what may have caused this tragedy. The truth is he died of a brain clot, and died instantly, and without any pain. Just makes you think life is short, and another day is not promised so enjoy it while you can, and enjoy the ones you care for.
Fab was for me that friend that you may not see everyday or even that often, but when you do you make the most of it, and you look forward to the next time. You and he make sure there is a next time. Its nice to know that person is there for you, and you always imagine they will be. His life was cut far to short, but i am thankful and proud to have known him for a time. Farewell Fabian...I will miss you so much
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Berlin Germany is one of my favorite places in the world, for many reasons. The city is absolutely amazing, and i feel very comfortable there, not to mention the good friends i have made there and close by. I like it so much that Bln has literally become my 2nd home. While there in Feb, i purchased a flat, right in the Schöneberg (gay area of the former W. Berlin). The flat will serve as a place for me to stay & play when i visit, but will serve as the 4th SMapartment ( SMapartments.de ) the rest of the year. This flat is called the Chrome apartment. The apartment will be managed by my good freind Phillip - skinforce on recon, fforceful on G'romeo. Phillip also runs the Red apt. These 2 apts have a variety of play equipment, for FF/BD/SM and other kinks, but they are the most FF focused of all the apts. A big part of the trip was getting the flat all set up and finished, and ready for play. When I arrived the builders were finishing up the flat, and the days after finishing touches were done by me and Phillip. the flat features a full kitchen/bathroom/bedroom/and playroom, and should be available, in a couple of weeks if not sooner. NOTE: The Chrome apt is the chrome apt in name only. So dont expect a chrome sofa, chrome bed, chrome walls, just as the red apt is not all red, or the black all black.Getting the flat wrapped up was a lot of work, but the trip was not all work. I also experienced my 1st CSD/pride in Berlin, and met some old friends and some new ones for lots of fun and ffun. After a night of dancein and hangin out with my friends Runchyffpig, Irreversible, Mario1975 & his sexy bf Assman at the Berghain (my fav disco tech), we decided to have our own lil party at Raunchy's place. The session lasted well into the day hrs, and was a blast. Raunchy, and Mario are 2 of the loudest pigs i have ever met...until a few weeks later...more on that in a sec. Needless to say a very nice welcome back to Bln :) I was also able to reconnect with a fav fistmate (FisthunterDK). I always enjoy seeing and hanging out with, not to mention the play is ALWAYS amazing, but with him our relationship is so much more than that now. Also a friend Andreas70 decided to help me break in the new fist bench in the chrome apt. Andreas is a very cool low key guy, but fuck is he loud when playing. I never heard such a loud pig....he makes Mario and Raunchy seem quiet. Not only was the bench tested but my floor was covered in piss, more piss than i have ever even thought 1 person could have in his body at once. Andreas also has a very nice hole, that can take a lot of hardcore play, with 1 of the biggest prolapsed rosebuds ever. After the session, and cleaning the mess, the doorbell rang...strange at 2:45am huh? and who knows me there? You guessed it, it was the police, with 2 very angry looking neighbors standing in the doorway. He just smiled and said "keep the noise down please, others are trying to sleep, work school night...yada yada". He was very nice, and had a look on his face like damn you guys must have been having fun.... :) we were all done then anyway. Just so you all know the flat is soundproofed, so that's how loud this pig was.Big thanks to all my friends, and the newly met ones in Europe, was great to catch up and enjoy some time in my new home.
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While on holiday in London, i got in contact with a good mate in Bristol, Hayden1970. Hayden and i met on a previous trip to the UK, and had a great and very hot session. Between the trip we stayed in contact and aimed for a future session during my next visit. Hayden assured me that he had been working very hard on his hole, and was ready for some serious punching, and hole stretching. mmmmm! So we planned a meeting, and i hopped the train to Bristol. Hayden is not only a very sexy fistpup, but is also a great host, and we enjoyed a beautiful sunny day in Bristol. Then it was time for some real ffun.....From the start of the session i could definitely tell that he was not exxxagerating about his hole training. His hole opened up nicely for my fist, and with a big hit of poppers, and a deep breath he forced his ass onto my hand. Was awesome seeing such a sexy bubble butt wrapped around my wrist. After a nice warm up and stretching, it was time to test the punchability of this ass. Nice slow in/out action, then with a clenched fist working up to some serious punching, that actually made him have to hold on to and grip the bed to not get moved forward on it. I really enjoyed i really enjoyed punching this hole and looking into the eyes of this sweet pup as i did it. I plan to get to the UK again in the near future, so expect more from this studpupEnjoy Feed MeAmerifist
gathered my thoughts, and myself a bit.